Just woke up. dreamt about being back in my catholic elementary school, with the knowledge and opinions I have now. And I was so angry. I was yelling, screaming at my teachers. Asking them how they can teach kids like us that we’re going to hell amongst other things. Calling them on all the toxic bullshit they taught me over the years. All the stuff I used to believe. I still have so many reasons to be angry. They damaged me.
How do you yell and scream without reverting back to your old voice? I can’t yell in girlvoice.