I used a women’s multi-stall restroom for the first time and had a panic attack.
I talked about the emotional abuse that was done to me. In detail. To someone I trust. I’ve never done that before, and probably won’t again. It was hard, triggering, but it helped me heal a little.
I’m not doing too good right now. I’m raw and vulnerable.
But in some ways, I’m doing much better than I have been.