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The man who hates me.

cw: Slurs

Have I told you about the man who hates me?
I think it’s because I’m queer
More specifically, because I’m a dirty tranny

Ever ask someone how they’re doing?
Only to receive a glare that says “die, faggot, die.”
He despises me

And I hate him too.

An offering

Persephone’s Choice

I chose the pomegranate
To escape one hell for another
Such is my lot

Cursed by the Fates
Under Demeter controlled
He offered me freedom
At terrible cost
A share of the kingdom
The dead down below
Escaping Demeter
And her pretty cages
For the land of my choice

I guess I’ll speak

I guess I’ll speak.

With my lost voice

Of what is gone

And nothing gained.

Shadows rule

And all is lost

We still run

But relentless hunt

All is lost

All is lost

Do you know why I like flowers?

Do you know why I like flowers?
Because they’re pretty and useless
Broken off from their roots
And falling apart day by day
Just like me

The effort of keeping the facade
Pretending normality while I’m panicking again
Falling apart
Pretty and useless

She said she didn’t want me

So this is what dating someone

Then no longer dating that someone feels like.

I should have seen this coming

And parts of me wonder if she was ever really interested.

Or if she was just going along because I was.

I know she found me attractive once…

I know that it was real

I know I still love her

But not in the way I did

I care deeply still

But the romantic feelings vanished

In the very moment

She said she didn’t want me any longer

I already miss her

And what we had

But I don’t want to be with her

AIN’T THAT SOME FUCKED UP SHIT

So pain will be pain

A nice clean heat

Burning in place

Of the fire I once had for her

Until it consumes itself

And once again

We’ll be friends

Like we were in the beginning